Aur kitna chill kru bhai

I wasn’t satisfied with the way my life was going, not sad just bored. And I could only see one way, weed haha! So I got some. Smoked a lot nothing happened. At this point I’ve smoked so much that I’ve built a tolerance and I have to smoke good stuff and in large quantities to get high properly now. Otherwise it feels like “nasha touch krke chali gyi” and u keep wanting more but can’t get high enough lol. 

Then my stuff got over and I got more and then more and right now I have a lot. This is good stuff I wanted so yesterday I got high like a kite.

I was high, I held my phone to my face and I could see my reflection on the phone glass. I looked at my reflection and in an instant my head was like “what am I becoming lol?” All I do is smoke weed and sleep, to escape all my responsibilities and to forget. The thoughts were way worse lol but soch ke bt kyun lena. 

Now!

I’ll finish my stash and won’t score weed until trek! I’ll search for Internships by this month and finish up everything for this sem. I’ll try.